Br:
coffee/crm, orange creme TA bar
L: latortilla w/ 3 oz turkey, 2 Tb? mayo (it was likely less but I'd always
rather overestimate)
Sn: 2 homemade sausage patties w/ 1 sl. am chz melted over tops
D: Chicken Fajita Salad w/ ranch
Water: not enough, 2.5 liters probably
Supps: Yes
Ex: No but tom. for sure -- On Mondays I "Rise and Whine", you
know......
Cal 1844
Fat 116g (sat 36)
Carb 36- 13f = 23 net
Protein 136g
- NOVEMBER 27
- Down 2.5 to start the day
Br: coffee/cream, choco mint TA bar
l: roast beef with melted cheese
d: pork tenderloin, broccoli w/ butter, salad w/ tlc ranch
sn: instant OIAB
ex:
YES!
200 crunches and 30 min. @ 5% incline and alternating between 3 and
3.5 mph
supps: yes - plus Microhydrin to combat the lactic acid build-up - it
worked, I am not very sore at all
water: made my 3 liters!
Cals 1594
Fat 104g (64%) sat 50g
Carb 26g less 6g fiber = 20 net (5%)
Protein 115g (31%)
Only down 1 pound this next AM, probably due to the exercise water
gain, but that's okay, works for me!
-
- NOVEMBER
28
- I
made the best jelly today, it is FANTASTIC, I kid you not .... I
am so pleased with it. That'll be
another one for Volume 2.... Yippee! I
also made pumpkin-carrot bread in jars, which I haven't even
tasted yet, but it looked and smelled terrific. The pineapple-coconut
bread I made was no good at all ..... fell apart...... but I
managed to eat an entire jar for lunch anyway. OOPS! I
am not sure if the fact that it fell apart is just cause
it was too hot though, so I guess I will just HAVE to open
another jar of it tomorrow to see if I need to modify the recipe
or not - oh no!!!
The fact that it felt apart sure didn't
seem to stop me from scarfing down every morsel ... sheesh! Oh
well, I think I am still in ketosis, I
have a BLINDING headache, just like when doing my original induction
- or worse, maybe .... I'm dying here, I swear.... not too sore
from all those crunches I did yesterday though, except when I coughed once
earlier, I felt it then....
- Br:
leftover pork tendeloin, 3 scrambled eggs with 1 slice
cheese melted in
- L:
the whole jar of coconut-pineapple bread that fell apart
when I went to sample it
- D:
2 cheeseburgers and 1/2 c. cottage cheese
-
- Cals 1913
-
- Carb 36 - 6
fiber = 30 net (7%)
- Protein 155 g
(33%)
-
- Ex:
Slaving in the kitchen must count for something
- Water:
yes, all
- Supps:
All plus double potassium and magnesium, didn't help
headache any
- went
UP one pound - ew!!!
-
NOVEMBER
29
Hey,
I heard something interesting yesterday.
What did I hear, you ask?
WELL........
I hear there's going to be a brand new


Cooking Column


in the next edition of Low Carb Luxury newsletter.
A regular column, I mean, it'll be in there every time from
now on, twice a month beginning 12/7..
So? you ask? This column? you ask? What's supposed to be so
exciting about THAT?
WELL .............
Have you guessed yet???????
YUP!!!! It going to be called "Cooking TLC" with
Karen Rysavy
Written by Yours Truly
This could be big, guys and dolls. Very big!!
Br:
3 sausage patties, 3 oz, and 2 fried eggs
L:
3 servings TLC Cinnamon Coffee Bread - WHY did I make THIS???
I can't imagine.... I was SUPPOSED to be making more jelly - I
have the juice all prepped, I sterilized all the jars and
cleaned everything up again and prepared to cook it off... and
just sort of found myself making this stuff instead! It was
like I was a woman possessed. But then, all my best recipes
have just sort of happened, just like that....oh well. If I
don't follow the muse when it appears, there will never be a
Volume 2...
D:
Sirloin steak, 9 oz. and broccoli w. cheese sauce, sampled
some white almond bark (SF) and SF Jelly Bellys - wow - TOO
good!
Cals 2016
Fats 126g 64%
(Sat 53g 26%)
Carb 38g (6%)
less 10 fiber =28g net
Protein 134g 30%
Really,
not too bad, considering what I ate for lunch!
~No change in
weight next AM~
- NOVEMBER
30
- Woke
up HUNGRY ....
Br: 3 sausage patties with 1 slice cheese melted over AND
French Vanilla Hot Cereal - YUM.
L: None - didn't get hungry again till 4 and wasn't about to
eat THEN.....
D: 1 Perfect margarita - Happy Friday!!!
2 cheeseburgers
Later: 1/2 square of white almond bark - this stuff is GOOD
GOOD GOOD!! and 2 Tb? SF bridge mix, picking out raisins...
Water - less than 2 liters!!! what's up with THAT, I dunno
Ex: Did my 200 crunches, at least!
Supps: always
Cal 1611
Fat 188g (69%) Sat= 50g (29%)
Carbs 31g (6%) less 7 fiber = 24 net
Protein 96g (25%) percentage wise OK but total grams are under
my minimum requirements
So you'd think, wow, great calorie
level considering my BMR is 2800....... but I only went down a
half pound. Will slam water today and am thinking of going
SKIING in a little bit, so maybe that will help.
-
- DECEMBER
1
-
Decided
there is still not quite enough snow for me, I will ski when
the conditions are great and not before.... besides it is time
to trim the tree, etc!
-
- Br:
Coffee and Trim Advantage mint bar
L: Cranberry Coconut Bread - OMG!!! You guys are gonna love
THIS, this experiment is a keeper!!! Roughly 3 servings.
-

Sn: 1/3 cup Buffalo Nips
D: Garlic and Herb Grilled Shrimp (from Sam's Club, these
were SUPERB, flash fried them from frozen in a fry pan and
tossed with butter at last second,
to die for
- and they were butterflied already, which means they are
"safe" to eat - I do NOT eat non-butterfiled
shrimp with the you-know-what intact - ew!) Also a salad
with TLC ranch, and frozen Perfect Margaritas. YUM. THAT
gave me the munchies and I made OIAB with some pecan pieces
and some white almond bark:"chips" in it..... I took my
FIVE POUNDS of white almond bark and vacuum sealed a lot of
it, 4 squares to a package. Then I took about 12 squares and
froze them on a baking sheet, when totally frozen I chopped
in the Cuisnart and put in jars for baking - oooh la lah,
this is the ticket - my next Xmas delicacy is going to
be Cranberry Orange White Chocolate Almond Chunk Cookies!!
(where's the emoticon for licking your lips??)
Cals:2208
Fat 185g (81%) Sat = 91g (39%)
Carbs 45g (7%) less 9 fiber = 36 net - too high for losing,
dang
Protein 64g (12%) Reprehensibly low!! Bad me!! 
Next AM - no change. Yay!! I attribute that to the high fat
percentage. Had I kept my carbs lower OR skipped the rita, I
am quite sure I would have LOST. But hey - I enjoyed every
drop. We finally did the inside of the house decorating, and
I am IN THE XMAS ZONE now!
-
-
- DECEMBER
2
- Br:
Coffee/crm, mockaroni grabbed out of the freezer and nuked -
sounded better than eggs! (Was)
- L:
Went bowling and snacked snacked snacked! Ew. Chicken wings
with ranch, Buffalo Nips, AND Popcorn. When got home,
had pepperoni chips with cheese, 2 ak mak crackers w/ 1
wedge Laughing Cow light cheese, between bowling and home,
drank FIVE Miller Lites!
- D:
2 Aidell's Habanero Turkey sausages with TLC ketchup, green
beans with butter - Later while playing Pictionary with the
kids, I ate a half cup of my newest treat, not sure what I
will call it even - reminds me of the taste of a Zagnut Bar,
so maybe ZigZag Nut Crunch??? Or Toasted Coconut Crunch?
- Almost
had a heart attack when I entered all this into Lifeform
honestly.....
-
- Cals: 3368
- Fats:
242g (73%) Sat = 93g (28%)
- Carbs 69g
(7%) less 13g fiber = 56 net - OUCH!
- Protein 148g
(20%)
-

- Not
surprisingly, I am up 3 pounds the next morning. And you
know what? I DON'T CARE! Why don't I care? Because I hardly
ever eat that much, because it WAS all lowcarb, low glycemic
food, and because I had a great day with my kids and
husband. And because I know how to lose it, and besides, no
one gains 3 pounds of fat in a day, a lot of it is probably
water weight that will be gone in a few days.
"That's my story, and I'm sticking to it!!!"
DECEMBER 3
- Br:
4 scrambled eggs with 2 slices cheese melted in,
coffee/cream
- L:
oops - by the time I realized I was starving it was too
close to dinner to eat
- D:
pork loin, roasted - a lot - 8 oz, a nice big salad with
ranch and cheese and peppers and red onion and tomatoes and
zucchini
-
water:
not enough supps: of course
- ex:
way too busy with multiple deadlines to leave the computer
chair - my butt imprint is permanently affixed now
-
- Cals: 1429
- Fats: 96g
(63%) Sat= 44g (29%)
- Carbs 15g
(4%) less 1 g fiber = 14 net
- Protein 113g
(33%)
-
~
Down 1.5 pounds of the gain from Sunday's fun day ~TOM is in
the building now (ugh) so it could be more but masked by water
gain, it's hard to say.
-
- DECEMBER
4
-

- This
is BAAAAD. Can I just say that - TOM is in the building. But
the 4 cherry cordials that I reported eating later were
actually 1.5 peanut butter cups. I got a WHOLE BOX of free
samples and the timing was really bad. Then I was lazy about
entering a new food and figured this was close enough. As
you will see, the effective carb counts are practically nil
and although I suffered GREATLY from the maltitol, I did not
gain to speak of - I was up a half pound this morning which
I consider inconsequential particularly in light of the fact
that TOM is here.
-

- I
am grateful today for narcotics! And for this new way of
reporting my daily intake, which will save me a lot of time
in my journaling.
-
- Supps: plus 2
percodans
- Ex: and TOM
never occur together!
- Water: 2
liters - low again - also a Diet Rite - and a Miller Lite I
forgot to report - oops!!
-
DECEMBER
5
-
-

-
- Supps: Ooops
- did take 4 Percodans and 4 Vicodins (not together, of
course, spaced out over 24 hr period)
- Ex: and TOM
never occur together!
- Water: 1.5
liters - WAY low again - gotta work on that!
-
~
Back down that half pound ~
-
-
DECEMBER
6
-
-

Thanks for the wine, Didi, it
tasted very good, but as I suspected, a little TOO good - I was up
a pound this AM.... boo hoo.. oh well, as I said before, it WAS
good! Can always blame it on TOM instead.... that's it! It's
TOM... surely not that delicious NY wine! LOL!
No exercise, naturally - supps
plus only 2 Vicodin in the AM, hence the wine in the PM..... only
2 liters water again.
- DECEMBER
7
-

- Not
the best lunch - oh well. No exercise, since I am skiing
tomorrow, that will be enough. Dinner was fabulous - Made an
omelet with l.o. taco meat and pepper jack cheese, then
topped with sour cream and salsa. VERY good! :)
-

- Went down one
pound
- DECEMBER
8
-

-
-
EX:
Skiied for a solid four hours with my kids (they were on snow
boards) and my 2 best friends - FANTASTIC conditions but just,
so I am glad I held out and waited until now to go. COME ONE
SNOW SNOW AND THEN SNOW SOME MORE!!
-
Dinner
was crock pot I fixed before I left and it was KILLER - I just
halved and peeled the chayote and dropped it in there with the
pot roast and WOW. I am fixing chayote with EVERY pot roast I
make this way from now on. Try it - it beat turnips hands
down, even the kids liked the taste I made them try. Went to
party after and so full from a great dinner that I settled for
2 Miller Lites and that's IT... Next morning - down a pound
AND a HALF - whoooo hooooooo. That's more like it!!
-
- DECEMBER
10
-
What
a weird day!!! Before I paste in my meals, i am going to
excuse my behavior by showing you what I made today.....
- First,,,,
-

and THEN, magic bars,
and YES, they are both sugar
free, low carb! to the tune of just 2 carbs "per
serving" - sometimes it's the staying put with one serving
that I have trouble with, esp. when I am SO EXCITED with a new
recipe.......

This (next) morning, the 1.5
pounds that I lost while skiing are back in full force! I must
stop getting inspired this way, or else Christmas better HURRY UP
and come, or I will have a "blue, blue, Christmas"!! Not
really, I plan to ski again soon - will have to just balance
creative cooking days with skiing days! Yeah, that's the ticket!
LOL!!!!!! And now, to the treadmilll...............
DECEMBER 10

This
was a strange day, I ate very little during the first half of the
day and a ton that night. Maybe because the drain in my kitchen
clogged AGAIN just when I should have started dinner. We have had
more problems with the that drain, I can't even use my disposal, I
just couldn't believe it was clogged again.... Headed straight for
the wine, but there was only one glass in the fridge.... settled
for a sandwich on toasted LC bread. Had just pulled the turkey
breast out of the freezer that I froze from Thanksgiving, at least
THAT worked out ..... but when I look at my calories and carbs and
compare to other days, I really can't imagine how I could be down
a pound this morning! (I'll take it, don't get me wrong -
but....... IT'S REALLY STRANGE!! (More credence for my
original Up the Fat theory, methinks!!!)
DECEMBER 11
Okay,
maybe yesterday really WAS a fluke - although my eating today left
something to be desired, without a doubt....


I
have been dealing with a stopped-up kitchen drain for the last
couple of days - UGH! We finally got it draining but I got up and
took one look at the disgusting kitchen - dirty dishes stacked all
around, the once-clean dishes in the drainer that needed to be
bleached and re-washed due to dirty water squirting across the
whole room while trying to unplug .... and went "No
WAY!" So....... I went POWER-SHOPPING instead of cleaning!
Was starving when I got home, so I made a half sandwich, then I
made LC pizza for dinner, which was awesome, but always makes me
gain.... and then I hit the mousse at 9Pm, and then I hit the
mousse AGAIN ....... and the upshot is ....... UP 3.5
POUNDS. Yikes!! That seems a bit much, based on the numbers, but
maybe it's part water due to salt from the pork rinds and all that
cheese - who knows??? Maybe it's just because it ate late, and
maybe I'm just constipated! hahahaaaa. Not worth stressing over,
THAT much I have learned over the last couple years of eating this
way and tracking what follows.... I will pound the water today and
squeeze in a workout, if I can.... in between all the DISHES - ick!
But at least I CAN do the dishes - Gosh I just hate
plumbing problems!!!!!
Yesterday
while driving through the canyon on the way shopping I had a
chance to think about how everyone thinks I am crazy because I
call for the snow all the time, and I think I figured it out.....
the people who think I am crazy gotta live towards the eastern
half of the US - where there is much higher humidity - they don't
understand how it is here in the west, in the mountains - I'll try
to explain..... 9 degrees here feels like 30 degrees in
Maine.... most snow falls here at night (don't ask me how they
work THAT out!!) and then the sun comes out (70% of the days from
Nov to Apr are SUNNY days!) and due to the fact that we are so
much closer to the sun, it is much more intense - leading to the
roads melting off all by themselves most times, very
quickly! Plus, even when there IS snow on the roads, because it's
so dry here, it tends to be "fluffy" snow (think
champagne powder) that actually provides more positive
traction than you would have without it - it's not AT
ALL like where I grew up in Maine, there the snow just
packs down and turns to black ice and never leaves the roads from
November to March! Plus, the humidity makes it feel so much colder
- I kid you not, when it is say, just 9 degrees here, it FEELS
more like 30 in Maine... plus we get very little wind here.... I
really don't miss the wind!!! In the summer when its 100 degrees
here (not that often but we do get it occasionally) it is still
much more comfortable than an 80 degree "muggy" day in
the east....... AND ... my favorite part - it ALWAYS cools down at
night .... sometimes by as much as 50 degrees..... it's not like
there isn't ALWAYS some relief in sight..... AND ..... we have
hardly any bugs here!!!! After growing up in Maine where the state
BIRD is the mosquito, that is probably my #1 all-time favorite
part of the Colorado climate! I only wish we got as much snow as
we used to, when I first moved here ..... but then, my last winter
in Maine was 81-82 and we never got a drop of snow that year, all
the while having REALLY frigid weather, for one 32 day period it
was 40 below every single day!! When I was a kid, I remember snow
drifts as high as the telephone wires, and getting four feet in
one storm was typical.... times are dry all over, darn it! At
least we still get enough snow here so I can play.... and it's
easy to drive in, so OF COURSE I do the snow dance every day....
speaking of, IT IS SNOWING NOW! YIPPEE!!! :)
And here is a glimpse into the
weirdness that is me....... Last Thursday I heard that a tanker
had blown up in this same canyon, closing it for 12 hours, one
person, the driver was killed in what the media described as a
"fireball, as he attempted to run from the scene".....
ew.
I thought at the time, how fortunate that no one else was
involved, that canyon is fun to whip around in a car or on a bike
but those semis are another story, they scare the hell out of me
in there all the time..... and that is a very busy stretch of road
... they talked about how they had to inspect a bridge that was
involved and one lane would be closed for a while and so on... I
didn't realize until I drove through yesterday what it must have
been like... there were visible scorch marks along a stretch of
road approximately 1000 FEET long ... and this is part of the
highway where the two lanes are almost stacked, both are suspended
over another (old) road below ... this had to have been a
holocaust sized fireball, the bottom of the next level up was
really blackened in the one spot where there are 3 roads (making
you real nervous about how safe the one is that you are driving on
and realizing that you had already driven over the one you could
see the damage on) and it seemed like the blackened rails went on
forever and ever ... this was HUGE .... how no other car was
enveloped is beyond me... I mean, really BEYOND me .... and I
couldn't help but wonder ....
just what had this guy been doing??
*shudder*Is the universe really random? Or was this one big
almightly 'Buster you are gonna pay NOW' scenes ..... I mean, I
was AMAZED at the scope of the conflagration that must have
started .... it just seems so unlikely that this could happen this
way and no one else get hurt in any way. Still, most of the people
who would seem to deserve God's wrath don't get it, and some who
seem to be golden children do die in terrible freak accidents, we
all know that .... but it really makes me wonder when I see this
stuff. What a terrible way to go.
Hug your family, make up with your friend, remember - today just
might be everything, so make sure you enjoy it and give yourself
some TLC along the way, too.
Today I am grateful for my life.
DECEMBER
12


Did
the above from memory just 2 days later and am not at all sure it
is accurate - I do know that there was no change on the scale at
all afterwards.... gotta do this EVERY day as I go...
DECEMBER
13
So,
Mitch and I needed to take our new truck to Denver for its first
scheduled maintenance.... I went ahead and power shopped up here
on Tuesday because I KNOW how much HE enjoys shopping (not!)
We went with the idea of finding a new bed for the two of us,
after 18 years of being together we have never owned a bed (just
mattresses on those cheapo frames that stick out from the end and
break your ankles all the time). Stopped into a Super KMart
looking for a Fantom vacuum and picked up a couple more things,
including a sketch pad for Roxanne. Picked up the only ones there
and there were 6 of them, all shrink-wrapped together. Looked at
the price posted, $3.99. Looked at each other, shrugged, and threw
the whole she-bang into the cart - after all, it is not OUR
responsibility to ask "Is this right? Maybe you're giving us
too good of a deal? I was thinking that the checker would question
it, if it wasn't right, but he just said Wow, this is a big sketch
pad, scanned it for 3.99 and handed it to us with a smile.... so I
shrugged and thought to myself 'OK, call it karma' and we left.
Later, at American Furniture Warehouse (where we did NOT find a
bed) I picked up two beautiful stuffed white tigers for the two
kids - they were marked $29 on sale for $21 and $39 on sale for
$31 ~ yet they rang them up for $33 including tax! Huh? They check
your receipt at the front door and that lady just said 'Wow, these
are such a great deal, aren't they?' I replied, "Yeah they
sure are!' and we left there with a smile, too..... looked at the
receipt and one charged for just $8.00???? I think they meant to
take $8 OFF?? Oh well, again, not my problem ..... but by now we
are thinking, Hey, this is one good day.....
So......... Mitch insisted that we go home via Central City and
Black Hawk. These are two old historic mining towns that started
limited stakes gaming a few (10?) years back, in order to save the
districts. I usually don't like going there, I prefer the real
thing (Vegas!) because I always seem to suck when I play there,
but yesterday I hit a $120 jackpot the second time I touched my
slot machine, and then $80 and then $60 and then while waiting for
them to fill the machine back up so I could take my money and
move, I gave Mitch most of the coins I did get out, about $100,
and he lost those plus the $100 he started with. We looked at each
other like Huh??? Usually HE wins and I suck, so what's with this?
We moved around the corner finally and I said OK, let's play these
2. Sat down and right away I hit $120 and he hit $850!!!!!!! While
waiting for THAT payout, he moved over a few machines and hit $300
and then $200! SO, the upshot of everything was, we left $650
richer than when we walked in there just 90 minutes earlier!!! (We
put some money into a $5 machine hoping for the REALLY BIG payout,
after all, have to play to pay, but our luck didn't extend quite
THAT far!)
We stopped for steaks on the way home!
I still don't own a bed, but that's FINE WITH ME!

I
took a lunch with me and started the crock pot for the kids before
we left - and then ate some pot roast after I got home and
was putting it away, just because it smelled so darn good. And
here I thought I was over eating "just because" ... tho
the brew-skis coulda (musta) had something to do with it!


This
morning I was down 1.5 pounds of that mysterious gain from the
other day.
DECEMBER
14
Woke
up ravenous, so I ate a huge breakfast, knowing that we have our
company Christmas party tonight, in a restaurant - I wanted to get
off to a good START, anyway. re: lunch - Must say that since I
started putting my la Tortillas directly on the gas burner over
the flame until they start to blacken, that they taste MUCH better
- this is definitely the way to eat these babies! Lay them on the
flame, add the cheese, when they start to smell actually burnt,
pull them off and add any other fillings, then roll 'em up. De-lish!
Also re: the beer - we had a driver with us, and I drank the last
6 *after* getting home - we played pool till like 3AM, felt like
kids. Not even hung over this morning, though, since there was no
cigarettes and no sugar involved and I slammed plenty of water
before and during the drinking. It was the KIDS that didn't feel
like going skiing today, not me! HA


Up
one pound this morning - all things considered, not bad at
all......
DECEMBER
15

Not
enough water, but everything else looks good - yet there was no
change on the scale. Yet.

DECEMBER
16

The
wedding cookies are to die for - these are cinnamon:

40
net carbs - oh well....... that's STILL 500 calories LESS than my
supposed BMR. What a joke. If I ate anything CLOSE to 2800
calories per day I'd be back into a size 24 in no time flat. I
have decided that I am going to have to go to deprivation calorie
levels in order to get anything really moving again, and I am not
ready to do that until after the holidays, so.... as of January 1,
it's back to induction and no experimenting in the kitchen until
things go DOWNHILL once again and I get at least back to my
all-time low weight. If that slows down my progress on the book - oh
well, too bad so sad -- because *I* have to come first....
DECEMBER
17
What
a weird day! I worked on the computer all day, writing the next LC
Luxury column and my next three newspaper columns (finished one
and a half and have a plan for the third, so not too
shabby). Hardly ate all day except for nibbling on the stuff I was
taking pictures of for the site and the columns, then made my
lunch at 4PM! A huge chef's salad, then had a turkey wrap at 630
too, plus a few nuts meanwhile.... had some mousse at 9pm....
ended up with 36 net carbs and 2400 calories, not too bad, right?
WRONG. Up another friggin' pound this morning! Soon I will have
gained back TWENTY!!! Sheesh. It is clear to me what is happening,
as much as I have tried to be in denial, I know exactly what's
going on... my body has adjusted to low carb completely and it
still wants to be fat. I was in a size 24 even though I didn't
overeat, before I started low carb. I thought that low carb was my
ticket out, but at the rate I am gaining, it looks like I need to
do something DRASTIC to prevent that from reoccurring. I refuse
to do a reversal diet, because I firmly believe in the medical
benefits of lowcarb. And I am not starting any sort of deprivation
diet during the holidaze .... So the current plan is to eat in
moderation through the rest of the holidays and go ahead and eat
some artificially sweetened treats if I want - in moderation - and
the scale can just be DAMNED (only because I will know in my heart
that I am eating "okay"). Then on January 1, I will
start a low carb, no artificial sweeteners allowed,
workout-till-I-drop phase, in an effort to reverse this damnable
gaining trend. There! I feel better now that I have just decided
on a course of action. Let's just hope I can stop gaining a pound
a day for the next 2 weeks.... I may just not weigh during that
time, because I do NOT want to be in a funk on Christmas and
depress everyone around me...
DECEMBER
18
Okay,
this day defies ALL logic....


What
is so weird is that I DROPPED a pound after this day. WHY? Why
would I lose after this day but gain after the day before, when
the numbers are so similar... and gain after the day before THAT
when the numbers were all lower..... Maybe I would have whoosehed
this morning if I had only foregone the mouse last night.... maybe
it's the mousse (OIAB) that my body likes ..... WHO THE HELL KNOWS
- NOT ME! Not anymore. The one thing I do know is that I am
scale-dependent, because I really didn't want to weigh this
morning, not after having the second mousse last night. But I
couldn't seem to stop myself. *sigh* So, I am still 15 pounds
above my low weight at this moment. If I can just maintain this
through the holidays without adding to it I'll be content, though,
because I really do plan to give up all the AS on Jan 1 - any
recipes I work on for the book in January will be dinner recipes,
not "sweet" ones....
Gawd,
I sure wish it would SNOW. I'd be skiing today if it would.... but
I'll be darned if I'll go up there when conditions are not
good....
By
the way .... feast your eyes on THIS, my new Four-cheese,
Four-Vegetable Lasagna from last night: it was the tiniest
bit soupy, so I will be working on firming up the finished sauce a
tad, but the flavor - oooh la la....
DECEMBER
19
Another
day that defies logic!!! I am sitting here shaking my head, asking
HOW THE &%*#%^ did I LOSE a pound overnight after what I ate
yesterday?
Here's
where I got into trouble.....
Low
Carb Lemon Bars that taste just like the originals, maybe better.
One pan = 16 servings and Mitch and I managed to EAT THEM ALL.
Every single one. And then I had mousse to top it off! MANNNNNN!
(Can you say - "awakening cravings", Mr. Rogers??) Yet I
lost a pound last night and am lower this morning than I have been
in a week. Maybe this is like when people post that they cheated
and lost, maybe I shocked my system. Whatever, I'll take it and be
very grateful!!


DECEMBER
20


That
pound stayed gone, too! No change from yesterday ~
DECEMBER
21
Driving
to Denver the Friday before Christmas??? I must be INSANE.
But I had to go, for work! Had a good breakfast before, and a
great dinner after...


And
the kicker is: Down a POUND AND A HALF! Which seems ..... weird!
But I will take it, gladly, don't get me wrong.
DECEMBER
22


After
this day, which is not very different than the preceeding says -
when I lost - I am UP two pounds! DANG IT ANYWAY. The only
thing I did differently was to eat some Butter Toffee from the
Wisconsin Cheeseman that I bought for Christmas - for the last ten
or fifteen years, my Mom always always made us this candy for
Christmas and sent it to us, so this seemed like a nice thing to
splurge on for the holidays. Maybe not though, if it hits me like
this. I got no gas whatsoever, and it tasted REAL - maybe it is! I
have heard lots of stories about sugar filled items being
mistakenly packaged as SF..... I think I will drink margaritas
tonight, and try to eat NO candy!!
DECEMBER
30
No,
I didn't fall off the low carb wagon and stop reporting, I just
got really busy before Christmas, and then we left for an out of
state visit the day after Christmas. I am about the same
weight as when I stopped recording my intake, which is UP UP
UP.... but not for long! It's back to business, now.... and I came
home with 50 pounds of venison, which was my favorite Xmas gift of
all. YUM. It's really GOOD venison, too, not gamy at all. Thanks,
bro! :)

DECEMBER
31

Not
too bad, for a holiday! And I was down a half pound the next
morning, too. :)